進度報告 = =

本子的寫作進度大概達到了75%……素不素很精確？（抽
重新整理了一些想法和設定，並且有了一些改動。

它……變得溫情起來，笑。
曾經說過什麽“這文一定是和希望等光明的東西無關”之類的話，請當我放屁（你够了
我發現我還是被溫情所俘獲著。
那些證明著人與人之間的愛，那些人們所付出的關懷，那些雖然平凡雖然可能一無所獲，但并未停止過的真誠。
沒有人能否認。

我記得我說過在《卡列寧的微笑》里，每一個角色都是善良的，誰也不想傷害別人，而他們又是不完美的，多少有些軟弱的，實際上，我們所能夠見到的大多數人，都是如此。
包括我自己。是的。包括我自己。
而那些善良，它們自己會發光。讓故事進行下去，就必然會看著這些小小的隱秘的善良，發出光來。
這一點是之前我沒有察覺到的。
而寫到現在我終於才發覺了這一點。發覺到我無法控制的并非讓人落淚的疼痛，而是那些被隱藏起來的溫暖的光。它們亙古不變，一直就在那裡，只是等著我，什麽時候看到而已。
看到所有藏在孤獨、絕望、失落、悲傷之後的，朱雀的愛，基諾的愛，娜娜莉的愛，尤菲米婭的愛，魯路修的愛，西莉亞的愛。
那是我必須將之獻給朱雀的東西。

Mad World

by Tears for Fears

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where, going no where

Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head i wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very
Mad world...

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday,happy birthday
And i feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very
Mad world...

Enlarging your world...
Mad world...